Chapter 1
Preface
I've never really wondered what would happen if I took action, or used my "power" for something that, I, myself, wanted. I always thought that I had to obey.
A life of freedom. Something I always thought impossible. Love, a lie to put children to sleep. Trust, something that is non-existing, unless you have true friends. Me. Just a dead corpse, living, but actually dead.
Life to me was.......slavery, tragedy, anguistful, saddening, tiring, disgracing......sorrowful.
People always thought that I was a very good girl, but that was never true. I had a secret life; I was a gang leaders pet. I did everything for........for Him.
He knew all my secrets, my life, where I lived, everything about me, He knew them. He controlled me; I was his little doll on thin strings, merely his toy to play with.
I want to live my own life!
I want to be my own person now!
I want to live my life the way I want to!
Why can't I do that?
Why do I have to obey?
I can object!
I have power, why don't I use it!
.........Oh yeah,........I'm too scared to.
I'm scared that once I kill, Him, I won't know how to pick my life back up.
I've never imagined that my death would be peaceful. I have never thought I would go to heaven, for all the lives I've killed.
But just this once, I would like to....to......to, be free.
Just this once I would like to be......me.
Is it too much to ask, or will I suffer the rest of my life.
Someone please help me.
I don't want to remain.........Untouched.....
~Twilght~
Hello, My name is Twilight (well not actually). I really would hope you tell me what you think. I will put up Chapter One preatty soon. And preatty soon I hope to enjoy the reviews of my lovely readers.
Goodbye for now, my loves.