Hi, I just loved this chapter. Am anxious to have someone to tell her he is not with torima or whatever her name is. Love the part with inuyasha I expected shippo. She needs to wake up pronto. Anyway, thanks for updating.
I am glad that things in your personal life are calming down (or at least I assume they are since you are able write again). I was sorry to hear that your family member was ill. I hope they are feeling better.
These last few chapters were wonderful as always. Wonderful yet frustrating *sigh* Kagome is really pressing her luck by turning a blind eye to her feelings. I hope she comes to her senses before it's too late. Hopefully Iraki or someone or something will give her an epiphany that she is in danger of losing everything that really matters. It's wonderfully human to be afraid the way she is. Afraid of leaving the safety of what she knows and leap for happiness. To be hurt or rejected would be devistating...so she's not even going to try. She's in complete and utter denial of what would really make her happy. In short, she is being a chicken. lol
I think the most frustrating thing is that Sesshoumaru gave her everything. He gave her all of himself, which is something I think Kagome took for granted. Out of fear, she ignored what it was that he was doing for her. She ignored that he loved her. But in a way, he is being a coward too because he never asked anything of her in return. He never said what he wanted. He never told her his feelings. He acted on his feelings when he kissed her, but he didn't stick up for himself or fight for her. He was afraid of being turned down - of her choosing someone else just like Rin had. However, like with Rin, he hadn't even made himself an option. He never told her how he felt and just watched as she left. I can understand his feelings. He may not of given her much warning, he may have repressed his feelings until they came pouring out of him in that kiss...but in his mind, Kagome now knows how he feels and she chose to run away. He can only give so much. Even though he should have stuck up for himself and talked to her, after a point, she has to come to him. She responded to the kiss, she felt what it meant. But it scared her so badly, she ran away. It's very interesting how they both handled their fears in different ways, and yet the heart of what motivated their actions were the same. They both fear rejection. She is too willing to dney her feelings, and he is too willing to accept it at face value.
Anyhoo, my point is that I appreciate how complex the dynamics are between the two charcters. I just really, really really hope there is a happy ending -_- They really are perfect for each other. But out of the two, I think Kagome definitely owes the most apologies. She is being pretty self-centered and it is frustrating. Even if it is understandable.
Keep up the good work!!!
I just gonna go an bang my head against the wall now because those two are SO FRUSTRATING!! Grr....Kagome needs to FACE HER FEELINGS!!! I want a happy ending and I can't get that if she's being silly!! Can I please smack her or something!? And where the heck is Sesshomaru? He must be feeling like crap. He loves her dang it!! Urgh...all these emotions are not helping my studying. Ah well. I guess I'm going to have to be a good little girl and be patient till your next update. -_- *Commences banging of head*
Pricila (Chapter 58) - Mon 08 Oct 2012
**sniff** You can feel her pain. Poor thing, I wonder what Sessh thinks about all of this. If I remember correctly he is away on a business trip, right?
Chili (Chapter 1) - Mon 08 Oct 2012
Kagome!!! I both love you AND hate you right now! This is setting me on the edge. I'm so glad you're able to update lately. I wish this whole bitterness and angst resolves soon! Thank you for such a wonderful story.
Lonelylark (Chapter 58) - Mon 08 Oct 2012
Woman...This story is killing me. Slowly tearing me apart. It's wonderfully terrible right now, for me. I can only hope this situation remedies itself soon for my own sanity.
T_T
You're making me sniffly on my vacation!!! Well done and excellently portrayed angst, but still... angsty! Seriously, though, I love that you've been able to update so much lately, and that I've had the time to be able to read them! I sincerely hope that all is going MUCH better of late and that you might soon return to that other story that I love so well - as well as getting this one closer to the happier stuff, LOL! Yes, yes, I know we have to take the bitter with the sweet, but you KNOW me... always a sucker for the happy stuffs. *snerk*
;D
~~me~~
tify (Chapter 58) - Mon 08 Oct 2012
hi!!! i love your story!!! i cant wait for the next chapter!!!
So frustrating!!!!! I love this story, I do, but damn, kagome, why'd u have to be so skittish????? ugh. UGH!!!!!
bout dang time woman!! we was missing yous!!
but fantabulous as always
Loveyaa (Chapter 57) - Sun 07 Oct 2012
Writing is good for the soul whether or not you are good at it. Wonder if Kagome will continue to write to take her mind off Sesshoumaru. Wonder if he will come visit her. I can't wait to see what happens next :)
Eeee! Missed this story, genuinely. I don't stalk you enough to know exactly what is going on, but I hope the updates mean there is some semblance of order and okay-ness in your world.
I totally feel like I've connected something here -.o Sesshoumaru liking badly written books and Kagome's voice not being award winning. Is that a thing? I think it's a thing. I love it. I love your thingggsss >_<!!!! Ahem.
LittleRin (Chapter 57) - Sun 07 Oct 2012
Welcome back. (poke poke) More please?
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